My boyfriend is visiting his home town this weekend, I did not go with because the last time his mom completely freaked out about me. I’m not quite sure if its my piercings or the fact that I dont eat meat…maybe the fact that i’m english and she’s through and through afrikaans???

Well anyway, he says she likes me and that all goes in one ear and out the other because when I have been around her she gives me nasty looks and gives off horrifying ugly vibes *gets chills huhr!

So I’m at home and he’s there and he says to me, I quote, “baby, you can message me whenever you need or want to talk to me” sooo, I message him and he just says he’s busy. Okay cool. Well here’s a huge fuck you for being a complete asshole!!!

Besides that all, I really do love him with my whole heart and he treats me like a princess. But, does any of that matter if the real person shines through as bad?

Anyway so I’m possibly going to be singing on Balyios’s up and coming ulbum! Yay much??? :D Plus im finally studying and going to study through Oxford University next year. I got the news of a new car coming my way in december! yay! Sooooo things are looking positive in other aspects of my life, kinda overpowers all the bad shit hey…

Oh well this is me saying im outta here and snding love to you all

xoxoxo

Ashy

Will the person who keeps sending me terrible messages please back off?

Thanks.

You do not know me and I am quite happy with that.

Now please. Leave me alone

Hope everyone is keeping great!!!

I am back :) and on a mission to get my body perfect. Okay well here”s the deal… I have always struggled with an eating disorder and I have always made sure I have stayed under a certain weight. Lately though I rally havnt been feeling good about my body so im on a mission to lose som more weight and hit the gym with full motivation. I’m gonna post progress pics, not really for anyone else but for myself.

I know I havent really got a bad body, infact my body is quite beautiful. But I just ned to do this, it’s like a release for me. A way to control something. If I feel good about myslf and my body I become the happiest person alive.

Oh and besies all the other crp that has ben going on in my life I think i’m holiding up pretty goos and hav missd blogging soooo much, finally I have my new laptop and can spend alot more time tumbl’íng

Well guys, missed you all and have a fab mothers day, treat them like the angels they are!!!

Ashy

xoxo

I’d just like to point out that I am very proud of the person become :) after 6 years of battling OCD, Bipolar and an eating disorder I have come so far :) :) happier then ever!!!!!